i hate the condition i am in--and i meant,everything.EVERYTHING
one bad thing about living on the 13th floor with floor to ceiling windows is that the sun really gets in.it's so fucking hot all afternoon now.

i accidentally napped now while reading a book and woke up with my left arm sore and my eyeballs feels kinda funny.

thirdly,my morning was spoilt because i need to clean the house for the shit that my sister and her friend did.all the hair all over her bedroom.i srsly think she and her friend have some serious hair loss problem.they must be balding so bad.

the stupid toy that my mum bought for the little rascal emits an irritating high pitched sound all over the house and really the high pitched sound is making me nutty when im already nuts.
will the people around me just shut up and dont barge in my room like that???
sighs...


okay.i think it's just the hot weather.i better stick my head in a fridge.


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okay okay.no.actually i just wonder when was the last time i sincerely laughed at something funny.




:)) happily watching youtube. amirrr

when assessment is over,this is what i do when you think that you got your hand over time and not the other way round anymore.

assessment was okay.but it was after assessment that i felt that i finally could feel happy again when jeanne talk to me... ...thank you...my head was spinning when i let it all out :(( but i know...i dont feel that way anymore.2008 is the suckiest year ever for me.i hope to fuck it all and get my ass down quickly to 2009.

19th november
hmm..and so i got a definite D for hist essay..i am just very lousy in writing critical essays.what is wrong with me? :'/ sighs...btw,work was awesome.awesome when your friends are around working tgt with you...it feels like it's not a JOB that u're doing.but more like a volunteer thing that u get paid for XD when i was conscious,i was at some place,and 2 giggly girls came down to give me Death Magnetic.they were shy and stuff but i found it really sweet.i was lit up instantly.then i hung around,i dunno for what--it's almost a circle;and what i got was a secret letter.but i'm satisfied so i went home. i want her hair.so bad :/
so that's my day.how's yours?