no dirge shall i upraise!

Lenore The Night-mare Life-in-Death

Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 7:17 PM

hello.miss freak wuzzz here.

posting random random pictures on my NIE blog...

could edit in words ltr if i have the time...

must do basic drawing,

p.s: so happy that i finally get it ^^

i got a thought in NIE class tt i just couldnt erase away as mr bihn talked...

wow.hiro tagged my board?

hmm...i wonder if Peter reads my blog...

haa!*cheezymelts*

buzzed off

Wednesday, January 30, 2008 @ 8:26 PM

yyyarrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
this is what i want to do.
scream.

thx so much for the 'popo'[tt's the name AJ offered to me]
:)

it was so fucking nice to slobber in tears on my prawn noodles infrnt of uma.

buzzed off

Tuesday, January 29, 2008 @ 8:08 PM

i thought it was going to be bluish green...

but as i sat there i realised it's crimson red

infront of the victorian mirror;

from the chandelier light...

buzzed off

Monday, January 28, 2008 @ 7:49 PM

so stressed up with school-
but it's a good kind of stress.
a stress that makes me happy.
im nuts to say that.
people around me makes me feel insane!
i need time alone

buzzed off

Saturday, January 26, 2008 @ 7:35 PM

i was awoken 2 days ago in the mid morning when it was still pitch back by a light.

it was the moon.full & never blinking.
instead,it blinked it's so-long existence innocence at me.
mesmerising me as it lulled me back to sleep...
& i dreamt that dream again.
of getting away...

emily bronte[thx to oblivion's profile]

Last Words

I knew not 'twas so dire a crime
To say the word, "Adieu;"
But this shall be the only time
My lips or heart shall sue.

That wild hill-side, the winter morn,
The gnarled and ancient tree,
If in your breast they waken scorn,
Shall wake the same in me.

I can forget black eyes and brows,
And lips of falsest charm,
If you forget the sacred vows
Those faithless lips could form.

If hard commands can tame your love,
Or strongest walls can hold,
I would not wish to grieve above
A thing so false and cold.

And there are bosoms bound to mine
With links both tried and strong:
And there are eyes whose lightning shine
Has warmed and blest me long:

Those eyes shall make my only day,
Shall set my spirit free,
And chase the foolish thoughts away
That mourn your memory.

***

i did my face cast today.
ew ew eww...i despise/loathe/hate[well,let's find a fancy word for this...]
umm...like-yeah!-ABDOMINATE!
it's so gross having to sliver petroleum gel all over ur face.
anyway,strange as i am,i did a "The Scream" inspired-mask.
it's like that kind of scream that spells the letter 'O'
well,it doesnt really goes as well as I expected,
cause -hey!try opening up ur mouth all the way as u slap Plastrona[why did they give such a good name for an awful thing?] on ur face
my jaw hurts like crazy man!-it still is-aching.
whatever.
my mum laughed at me.
just call me crazy.

*picture above taken at NIE will be called
muke baru bangun tido.
nyehhh..i woke up at 9.30 & got ready in super magnum speed of light in just 15 mins.
was out of the house without combing my hair meeting them at 10am.

buzzed off

Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 8:40 PM

to shana:why u dont like fridays?anyway,the next day is saturday & sunday whaaat?.

no.actually i dont like fridays too.i don't like mondays,tuesdays,wednesdays,thursdays,saturdays & sundays.
yeah.i hate everyday.i only like 'myday'
lol.a word that Jairus used last time.
when our teacher wants a make-up lesson & asks us what day we want to have it,
will argue about which day,& he'll go screaming out "do it on Myday!"
lmao.

buzzed off

Wednesday, January 23, 2008 @ 10:42 AM

arghhh...
1 hour 17 mins 25secs more to release at 12pm.

***
8:46pm.

looking for inspirations for my last Kay's basic drawing drawing.
nie tmr will be pure evil boredom for Bihn is really...
urghh...i should give him a microphone to speak thru.
or maybe speak telephatically.
haha.
im still not released by the evil clutches of Blackwood Manor -_-"

i've been keeping this feeling of panic or rather -hysteric- since the day...
im still drowning this feeling as best as i could
but it would somehow resurface & i'll pull it back down
way deep in...where it could not find it's way upwards
but it still did.like now.

buzzed off

Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ 9:57 AM

hey,i think what uma told me about me being....so thin-skin is so true.
i could see my veins...bluish & pumping branching from my wrist to all my 5 fingers.
god...who could see their veins on their fingers tell me!
down to my wrist,up my arm till above my elbow!
looking at it makes me so sick.
& today,i saw more blue veins on my foot,branching out.
up my leg to my knee.

ok.gross.

buzzed off

Monday, January 21, 2008 @ 9:14 PM

im here to say sorry to shana,shashah,diana for msg-ing me

but had yet to receive my reply this afternoon cz i forgot to bring my hp today

[which is the reason why i feel so 'naked' without it]

but it's strange,when u didnt bring ur hp,

the more msg-es i receive,

when i didnt bring it...
where i the hell would msg-es come??!

[wad is wrong with u people???]

haha

anw,i bought the Cure:Greatest Hits

at the Bugis shop
they said they selling DVD's from $5 onwards
& CDs $1.90 onwards
but hell ah!tt's commercial crap!

nevertheless,i still bought it.

29 bucks...

& aftt we went to the sch lib,rent a room

[i took the Hamlet DVD-cz the sch lib wont allow outside dvds to watched in sch lib-& the sch librarian was amused by my chosen dvd]

she said "hmm!...hamlet!" with her raised eyebrow...

yeah,i nodded.

& wow,she stood up from the counter to open the room for me.

switched on the lights & air con for us...

& ask me if i got any problem to ask her...

& in the last seconds which i was about to close the door,

she complimented tt she love my shoe

she's the nicest so far in the library.

that britney spears is out of my books okay!??

the cure makes me happy for the rest of the day

& melissa called too^^

perspective drawing is a killer

buzzed off